| I am so sick of this place, and I am so sick of this fucking high school experience. I could count down the seconds to graduation. I'm ready for real life to begin, I'm tired of this petty bullshit.
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| I can't even flip through the pages of Nylon magazine without feeling like shit because of all the unnaturally thin women I see in every picture. It's frustrating and infuriating. Why can't our society love women for how they are truly meant to look?
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| The rest of my life is so close I can almost feel it just around the corner. I hate sitting around waiting for it but...
What else is there to do?
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| I've been thinking a lot lately about people. Friends are a funny thing, and I don't trust a whole lot in people. Some people are just fickle, some are cowards, some are just so oblivious and self involved that they make horrible friends. The thing that gets me, is that I would have any of my friends' backs in a fight, whether physical or verbal. Honestly, the ones who I hang around with at school wouldn't ever have mine. A few of my guy friends, some that I am "less close" with would have my back a whole lot quicker. I don't know, I guess thats just loyalty, or a lack thereof. And yeah there are some other factors involved, especially with physical fighting, but I would get my ass kicked for any of them.
And really, the physical fight thing is just the embodiment (in my mind) of the whole loyalty factor everyone is missing. I've had so many "best friends forever" who've moved away or moved on to bigger and better things... A few of them I'm really close with still and the ones I really trust, for the most part, are guys.
Ick, talk about heavy moods.
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| Who's ready to graduate?
Chelsea's ready to graduate!
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